life is full of such ironic...
today we lost little missy rao...
juz 2 hrs after she was deemed in pink of health by the gynae
little missy rao was pronouced dead while still in sil's stomach...
can u imagine how terrible the feeling muz have been...
can u imagine how terrible the feeling muz have been...
was suppose to hang on to c if little missy rao could "slip out" naturally..
but unfortunately, sil started running super hi fever..
had to be operated immeditely.
operation lasted for 7 hrs...
little missy rao was finally taken out in a piece...
the nurses were nice to clean and wrap her up in a beautiful pink towel..
exposing only her beautiful tiny face,
such tiny yet lovely features..
& placed her in kors, then sil arms...
it was such a teary situation then...
i was shocked tramuatized...
thou i have nvr met her but i have been anticipating for her arrival...
ah fu may oredi be a gem to the raos...
but selfishly to sae i am rather sexist...
i tend to pamper gals more...i duno why....
but the lost wch i felt is definately nothing
compare to those of my beloved kor and SIL....
i dun recall ever seeing such kind of "sadness written all over the face look"
on kor kor's face before...
fore he has always been the prefered and most dote on one..
but today, after 27+fucking years ...i did...
i duno how to console him...
the look, the sadness...and i believe kor cried..
think the best tin i can do is to leave him alone...
& be a nice "obedient" little kid sister for now..
"little baby rao, gugu love and gona miss u.."