the moment came again today ...
yes its THE passing moment again...
but i would sae its a scary one...
its the day when tins juz turn ugly...
its the day when i see him all angry
its the day when he shoves me so hard....
its the day when i realised that i may juz be mad/depress/phsychotic...
its scary...its terrible...i m frightening myslf...
i need help...and i mean it...
i dun wan to bring hurt anymore...
cos i m hurting myslf even more....
i feel my fear of turning into a total megalomaniac...
& going around hurting pple....
& going around hurting pple....
who means alot to me...
i gota stop...or learn to embrace those moments...
but when..