and the story goes..

"WHOEVER SAID LIFE IS FAIR"

by Sara Kay Cohen.

When you care for someone, it can be very difficult to be objective and realistic.
Hlf my life i have used a great deal of energy in trying to meet other's needs.
Maybe cos i feel very responsible in others happiness.

but perhaps it is time i stopped trying to live for others,

as i have for many years.

do i actually mind what people tink of me...do i? or do i not?

suddenly i duno

i used to be so GOD DAMN carefree...and do what i DEEM..

simply juz live for myslf and only myslf..i live to be happy ..

though i m happy now but i used to HAPPIER..

as i grew older..objective juz change ..maybe thats what they call aging..

i have nvr like to think, think of how my actions will affect others...

i was a brat...but now suddenly i becum an ah gua..

i use to ask myslf y do i need to fucking hell please

or care bout the others tinking...

but now i bother..WTF

thats one of the reason y xl is so special..
cos he also live by the same motto as me

but the diff is he is still doing so, where as i m not..

Perhaps it is time for me to live for myself.
I suspect i maybe unhappy and as a result,
find it difficult to look at many things objectively.
i guess i shld start working on yourself again...

"It is time to accept what is, and move on to know what you want and need,

and to begin to communicate that to the people in your life who matter.

It's time to plan and work for a new chapter, to reach out to a new life.

It's time to finish growing up."