a sweet young thing asked me ..what do i aspire in life...
she got me right there
for a moment i paused....
paused paused paused..
duh duh duh...
i used to...pls read USED to...aspire to be
a zoologists...but fail my science
a photojournalist...but fail my final round of interview ...
a freeloader...but fail to find my "loading machine"
a tai tai...but fail cos i woke up from the dream earlier than expected...
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hmmm random thoughts ran thru my mind..
heres a quick checklist..
education : good 10yrs of PSLE to O's, perseverance from a dip to a bachelor...
next in line...masters? doc?
is there a need? & can my brain still take it?
career : i m currently walking the walk that i aspired..
will i continue walking this walk? or will this walk end soon?
money: i have cash in my wallet...but not the fucking loaded kind...
but gd enuf to feed both me and my family...
have credit to my name...and so does credit card bills ...
lavish: killer heels to minimum treading for my assests,
make up, accessories,gadgets...
u name them i have them (most)...
wat more do i ask for ..a SLK? JEEP? private JET maybe?
fun : i have my fair share of wild behaviour,
wch are best left in my black box..haha
but delightfully... i have done both bruce lee & jacky chan proud ...
put micheal schmeichel to shame with a CRX....hmmm
Relationship : lets juz say that i m blessed with
great supportive family, wonderful friends, loving bf, not so terrible foes..
what more can i asked..
health : besides my constant battle with weight & freckle issue,
once a while flu war, seasonal outbreak of skin disease..
other than that no major upsets...
i can walk jump run roll sit sleep tok luff cry breathe
without any aid of help...how cool...
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planning was nvr a part of me...
fore one will nvr noe wat will happen next...
but being in this moment is wat i treasure most...
thus can i proudly say i aspire to be HAPPY
..and i got it...
so for you to judge now...
have i got it? or have i not?