past is haunting, present is dreary, future is bleach...
ever had such a moment, when the knowledge on
how to CONTENT REFRAME the past...is just plain forgotten "temporary"..
& the present just becum dragging...
and so"wheres" the future...
lying on my almost full BED,
soaking in the silence while staring at the dark blank ceiling,with my fren SS..
thoughts began to flood my otherwise blank mind.
thoughts of her 's', him 's', me, it...
I start imagining:
What if ...? What if... ? What if...?
No ..., no ..., no ...?
then? then? then?
HOW?
i got so confused, till I think i will have to stick my head out the window
into the driving rain,unless there's lightning,
otherwise I could get struck on the head by a bolt ,
for having too much time to do nothing except to think rubbish...
but anway...for immediate hyped up...
i find BABY RAO AH FU...
my remedy for megalomanic moments...

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Cthe deed is done. the deal is sealed.
come 16th jan, i'm gonna be rocked out by Muse.
anyone else care to join me?