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ICSP is on me once again this week.
yes, i have IMPULSIVE COMPULSIVE SPENDING PROBLEM aka ICSP
But cos i can still pay my bills, I didn't think I had a problem...
I "shop 'till i drop" and run my bank account "dry", yes i have a shopping addiction.
I believe that shopping makes me feel better. It is similar to other addictive behaviors and has some of the same characteristics as alcoholism, gambling and overeating addictions.
Compulsive shopping or spending is like a seasonal balm for me which occur when the level of stress, depression, anger in me goes up.
Compulsive shopping and spending generally makes me feel beta...
so now you know why i dun tok bout savings, cos i got MINIMUM and why i am such a strong believer/follower of endowment plans.
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Looking back i think i am quite a "clown"...my closet/cabinets are all stuffed but yet i have my 101 reasons to get that "i think you have something similar" pair of heels or bags or clothes...
which i dun even wear 1/2 of them..
and yes i have a weakness for almost anything...
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& looking back at saturdays post i think i am on a rebound yet once again...
i am recovering(self proclaim) really...
have faith cos i am trying...
& to my frens,who might have long given up hope on me,
please continue to "fight" my 101 reasonings...I beg you..
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