The read, brought back vivid memory of my struggle when I had the boy.
The boy who was and still is a mean eating machine,
at 30 days, was drinking 3ounces per feed and always hungry -
I wasn't able to meet his demand.
Despite the love and support of my family and friends, I was "alone".
The tears, the frustration, the mental stress I had then, I told nobody of...
The tears, the frustration, the mental stress I had then, I told nobody of...
It took me,
- 2 mths to walk out of the "dark side" - seeing the brighter side of things.
- 3 mths to stabilize my milk flow - which was well still not enough for his 6 ounces per feed demand then.
- 3 mths to stabilize my milk flow - which was well still not enough for his 6 ounces per feed demand then.
They were why I lugged back expressed b.m during my overseas trip,
was persistent on bf him till 1 yr, all just cos I know how precious they were...