She has been a living statue in my life, my "roommate" for 2 decades - shes someone never gone...

Despite the inevitable tension between us - now that shes gone, the feeling of an empty void inside me is inexplicable...

The LMOML and the BMOML shared a bond which is beyond words....

"Mama, now I can swim like a killer whale.  I can leap like a killer whale.. I will be a killer whale one day and I will bring you along with me..."

I duno how to unlove this boy...

Happy birthday to the BWOML...

with my frequent travelling every other week till end of may is seriously not my cup of tea...

Dun give me that lame shit: good what can travel...

Cos you wont ustd till you are in my shoes...especially when the son and i share the same heart beat...

The moment you saw me when you opened your eyes....

You threw me a big hug with kisses and together with tears...you whispered... You missed me...

My heart melt and at the same time broke....

I love you darling, i love you very much...

So here i go again and with love from the MOML

Today marked the day of your 1st sleepover at porpor's house ...

Now it feels weird at home without you...

Phuket 13-17 Feb...

 

the good old gif animations summarize the trip perfectly.

AWESOME.

 

The kiddo is growing up well (sometimes too well for me) , with his articulate speech and socializing skill, I can leave him alone, at the same time not losing sight of me, to very well socialize around at a house party and hold engaging conversations with, well, adults...

Nevermind that he is only 4 , fore together with his basic etiquette, brings joy and is loved at every house party... hes definately my pride (which parent isnt of theirs), my love, my partner...

But which of cos with him around, its not possible to run home at 5am thus power juices are kept at max of only 3...